May 2013
My hobbies include laying in bed in my underwear while I listen to music and hate myself
- me about to take a pill: i forgot how to swallow
64863) When baking food for others I always pack it full of extra calories, butter, sauces, flavourings, everything.
64854) I cant remember a time in my life where I didn't check the calories of something before I ate it.
64850) I get really mad when people call me thin.
64836) It doesnt matter if I get to my goal weight. It's not my body I hate. It's myself, and no matter how thin I look that will never change.
64825) I feel horrible when going to school. I mean, I have friends and nobody's bullying/teasing me now, but there are so many skinny girls and I'm like an outcast. They're all fun, interesting, beautiful, attractive to other people, but not me. It just makes me feel like I'll never be good enough.
64816) I always see heavier girls who are so confident with their bodies and it makes me so jealous. I want to be them. I couldn't stand having their bodies with this mind set, but I just wish I had their mind.
